Just a meme
Oct. 13th, 2004 12:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mute_clayI can't do that.
I got this from Abby. She's nice. She used to go out with David. She's getting married to this other guy now. And David and Lilah is getting married too.
That's a lot of weddings.
Yes.
Anyways,
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
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(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-13 08:54 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 07:37 pm (UTC)I'm sorry I wasn't there for you more.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 08:43 pm (UTC)Yeah, well, now you want me to return the favor, so hey.It's not your fault. You didn't do anything. You've got nothing to be sorry for.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 08:47 pm (UTC)I feel like an idiot.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 08:54 pm (UTC)You know that you're not.
If the news hadn't got ahold of the story, no one would've known but Richard, anyway. And that's just because we were basically living together.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 08:56 pm (UTC)Buffy, when you came home, what did you need the most?
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:02 pm (UTC)Except -- I wanted to die.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:13 pm (UTC)What... what made it better?
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:22 pm (UTC)And Richard.
The first thing I said to him was "I'm sorry". I couldn't look at him. I wanted to die.
He held me, and said I was wrong, it wasn't my fault, and said that I was beautiful and brave.
And that he loved me, and he wanted to marry me because he felt sick when he thought he'd lost me.He knew what I needed better than I did. I mainly just felt like I was dead. Or should be.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:25 pm (UTC)I know he's going to be mentally traumatized, and I don't even know about physically, but I want to help him. I know just love isn't enough.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:32 pm (UTC)Take him to a hospital. They had a therapist come and do an analysis of me. They let Richard stay with me for it, and they talked to him for awhile alone, afterwards. The professional will be able to tell you what he needs.
Richard had to cook for me the first few days. I forgot to eat otherwise.
Maybe you should talk to Richard. He always seemed to know. I was in a fog.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:35 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-19 09:39 pm (UTC)*smiles drily* Richard's the one who did most of the work.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-20 06:45 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-20 07:29 am (UTC)It'll be okay.
Maybe not right away, but it will.
(no subject)
Date: 2004-10-20 07:31 am (UTC)